After creating my calendar, yesterday, I realized how close "the day" was. I truly took recognition that there would be zero consumption of caffeine. zero. Like, none.
Excuse me while I wipe away my three-year-old-temper-tantrum tears.
Okay, seriously, I can do this! After temporarily wallowing in my own selfish needs (coffee is a need. Right?) I realized just how much I really needed this fast. As silly as it sounds, my morning coffee and each meal that follows is the brightest part of each day. I'm slightly obsessed with food.
Yesterday, I did okay. I started mental preperation, increased my water intake, ate less, and continued planning.
That was until dinner.... I caved. I was so hungry! I selfishly indulged in a full take-out meal and large sweet tea.
The fast hasn't officially started. So, there's that.
Today, I only had one small cup of coffee and a light breakfast. I will do this.
Peace, love, and willpower.